Stay away.... :-(

Hello World;

I have been keeping you away and out of my life. You've tended to like me upon meeting me; most people do. But I have a secret. I am not perfect. I put up a facade and only let you see what you want to see. I also only let you get close enough so that you get to "know" the outer me, but not close enough to know all of me. I keep you out so that you won't have to see my imperfections because I know you won't like what you'll see. I want to have you close, I want intimacy but I'm afraid that you'll leave me when you actually get to know me. So I put up this mask, this act. But you know it gets tiring after a while. So, instead of giving up the act, I avoid you. But that makes me sad.

Mims